monologue

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

u told me how proud u were, but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today,

I would hold u in my arms, I would take the pain away

Thank u for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call u but I know u won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming u

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting u

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's u I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this,

Would u tell me I was wrong? Would u help me understand?

Are u looking down upon me? Are u proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see u looking back

I'm sorry for blaming u

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself,

If I had just one more day

I would tell u how much that I've missed u

Since you've been away

it's dangerous

It's so out of line

To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming u

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting u

p/s: difficult for me to shed a tear for anyone.. but u are the first person I managed to shed tears. thank u for it..